#Dirge: Prompts & Asks

[thelordofgifs]

For the prompt thing, number 24 on the Silmarils list; choked with weeds and slime? IDK seems like a line you could do something interesting with.

Another one I’m answering a year late, but have some War of Wrath-era Elros and Elrond growing slowly apart! Thank you for the prompt 💕

“Just a little further,” Elrond says confidently, raising his torch. It does very little to illuminate the dank forest path ahead of them, but he does not seem deterred. “We’ll know it when we feel it.”

“Elrond,” Elros says quietly, trailing after him. He is not used to this position – not used to being the one to doubt. For so much of their lives it has been the other way around, has Elrond followed Elros charging head-first into wherever his will led them.

“You remember,” Elrond insists. “Naneth told us that the air inside Melian’s Girdle was cleaner and purer than any she had ever breathed since.”

Elros inhales, takes in the stench of rot and decay that clogs the forest, and thinks with longing of the clean salt air of the Sea. “The Girdle was fallen almost before Naneth was born,” he says. “It is not here, Elrond.”

“The forest will remember it, even so,” Elrond says. “Doriath was once the most blessed realm in Beleriand – and we its last heirs! It will remember us.”

Too often these days, in Elros’ view, does Elrond’s talk turn towards the power of memory. It makes him uneasy: he does not like to feel the edges of a rift between them, to understand so little the drift of his brother’s thought. Perhaps it is the knowledge of burned Sirion, and all that was lost with it, that haunts Elrond now – or perhaps the long shadow of Amon Ereb, that mausoleum in which they came of age, where the sons of Fëanor mourned the lost days of their glory, and Maglor’s every lullaby was half a dirge.

Beleriand was splendid once, it is true – but the land is breaking now, and the interminable war drawing into its final act, and Elros is more concerned with building something from the ashes than weeping for what was burned. But he does not know how to say this to Elrond, who is still leading him towards the forest’s heart, where Menegroth once flourished.

“Do you even know how to enter the city?” he asks instead. The path, choked with weeds and slime, clings unpleasantly to his feet and makes a squelching sound with every step. “The hidden entrance may now be lost.”

“Not lost,” Elrond murmurs, his voice losing a little of its bravado. “Perhaps it has forgotten itself – but we can call it back.”

“And how long will that take?” Elros argues. “Elrond, my men are waiting for me. I have not the time for a fool’s errand.”

Elrond turns back to look at him for the first time. For a moment Elros is oddly glad of that, that he might still capture his brother’s attention with a sharp word: but the thought is almost immediately followed by a hot flash of shame, for hurt flickers briefly in Elrond’s eyes. It is the sort of thing Maedhros used to do, in his worst moods – goad and goad until at last Maglor gave him some reaction, often too imperceptible for the twins to see. Elros does not want to be like Maedhros. Does not want to think of Maedhros, wants to shake off all the clinging ghosts of his childhood and look now to the world ahead.

But: “It ought not take long,” is all Elrond says, mildly.

They walk in silence, Elros breathing through his nose. He thinks again of the Edain under his command, whom he left waiting at their new outpost a little south of the forest. It has been long enough since he and Elrond last went away on an adventure of their own, for Gil-galad cannot often spare his brother from his duties, and Elros too is a commander in his own right. Besides, he did not think his men would understand their object: most of them have grandparents too young to remember Doriath before its fall. Still he does not like to abandon them, does not want them to think him just another elvish princeling, a stranger to mortal troubles and mortal woes.

But nor could he have let Elrond set out on this quest alone.

In the silence Elrond begins to sing a canto of the Lay of Leithian, of Lúthien dancing in the forest glades to Daeron’s music. Elros joins him, for their voices yet ring stronger together than apart – but he can put little conviction behind the song. The forest that his foremother loved is dead now, and so is she – they cannot resurrect her with their poems and their songs, necromancy dressed up as memorials, she is fled where they cannot reach her. Elros wonders if she was glad to do it.

Elrond’s eyes keep flitting between the dark, foreboding tree-trunks, as though he cannot quite understand why they do not become green and fair again under the influence of his song. At last he stops singing, a little frustrated now. “I cannot find a way,” he says, “it is all dark and rotten.”

“Well, there have been all manner of foul creatures crawling through these forests since Doriath fell,” Elros says sensibly. “I would be surprised were it not polluted.” 

“Why will it not cleanse itself?” Elrond says, his voice barely above a whisper. “Why will it not remember how it used to be?”

Every two years or so Elrond will come to Elros with a plan to reach out to Maglor and his brother, and bring them before Gil-galad to face justice and redemption. Each time Elros tries to make him understand how impossible the idea is – and it works, for a year or two. 

He is not accustomed to thinking of his brother as childish – not accustomed to feeling so very old as he does right now, seeing the stunned bewildered hurt on Elrond’s face.

“It is tired, Elrond,” he says. “Let it sleep.”

For a moment Elrond’s face crumples, and Elros thinks he must weep; then he says, quite calmly and cheerfully, “Well then, we had best be getting you back to your men,” and sets his course for the forest’s southern border.

The victory feels hollow, to Elros: but then, they all do. 

[shinraholidayparty]

2023 Shinra Holiday Party Prompts

Shinra Holiday Party is an annual Final Fantasy VII event to celebrate the winter holidays with our favorite Shinra Personnel, be it Turks, SOLDIERs, or board members!  Here is this winter's prompt list.  Hopefully they inspire something fun!

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Dec 15 || Day 1. Gift exchange, peaceful, decorate. Dec 16 || Day 2. Snowing in the tropics, freezing, moonlight. Dec 17 || Day 3. Snowed in, coming home, baking. Dec 18 || Day 4. Mistletoe, snowball, cider (or eggnog or mulled wine). Dec 19 || Day 5. Gloves, winter in Icicle, sparkling lights. Dec 20 || Day 6. Hogging the blankets, forgotten trinkets, traditions. Dec 21 || Day 7. Office party, solstice, confession.

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Reminders: Any time frame is acceptable!  So, pre-canon, Ever Crisis, Before Crisis, Crisis Core, Original Game, Remake, Advent Children, Dirge of Cerberus, or post-canon fics are all welcome!

Prompts may be done in any order or combination.

Works must be tagged with the #2023shinraholidayparty tag (or @shinraholidayparty must be pinged) to be featured on the event blog.

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[heyjude19-writing]

HP Rec Fest: Day 25

Today's prompt from @hprecfest: A fic rated T

Fic: ugly: in defense of pansy parkinson

Author: dirgewithoutmusic

Why I rec this: this is the first dirge fic i read and oh my god. this is THE fic i hold up when people ask for character analysis examples. it is perfectly done. i'm someone who rereads canon once a year and this story is one that sticks with me when i go back to the series and consider other characters' perspectives. beautifully done.

[hoboblaidd]

i've seen the way you look at the horizon . you're searching for something .

ask meme - fantasy prompts

The small detachment of the Inquisition had traveled with a vanguard of Wardens up to the Shrine of Dumat, but here they would part ways, with the Wardens continuing north to the Anderfels and the Inquisition searching for Samson. This was as far north as Solas had been since the Breach.

Solas rose with the dawn as he had done every morning since they’d passed over the Imperial Highway. He made his way up the nearest high point, today a small hill overlooking their camp, and looked out over the plains to the north. The Silent Plains were hundreds of miles away, and Arlathan Forest a greater distance even than from here back to Skyhold. But still, he looked.

He didn’t hear her approach, and though he did not startle, her words pulled him from his reverie, but could not pull his gaze from the horizon.

“What I search for isn’t there anymore,” he said softly. “Nothing is.”

And no one remained who could remember what was lost. Only him, doomed to endure in their shadows.

“There was a great library here, once,” he began. “Its halls were vast and floated effortlessly above even the tallest of trees. It contained not only books and scrolls, but the living knowledge of an entire People. Every city’s histories, poetry, and thoughts were recorded in memory that could be felt by any who visited. It must have been wonderful,” he added, in all but a whisper.

“Vir dirthara,” he said, more to himself than her. “Vir samahl la numin, vir lath sa’vunin.” He took a breath meant to steady, but ended a dirge. “Emma ir abelas.”

[writingutensilthief]

Femslash February 2024 - Dress

Fandom: Gravedale High Ship: Blanche/OC Summary: Strawna uses a school assignment as a reason to finally talk to her crush. Word count: 1,359 Author's Note: I decided to pick up this prompt challenge again instead of starting any new October challenges, so hopefully I'll get a couple more Canon/OC pieces done for it this month.

Strawna was feeling the fear with this latest school assignment - a group project with vague instructions.

She sat at one of the back cafeteria tables re-reading the directions. Pair up with a student from another class to create something, she read to herself. You and your partner will have a month to complete your project, and after that you will present it and an explanation about the creation process to the school.

On the back of the sheet was sketches she'd made of dresses she felt she could sew together within that timeframe, so that was not what was making her nervous. It was finding someone to partner with that was getting to her.

Strawna looked over longingly at one of the other tables. Sitting on the end was the girl who had caught her attention at one of Ms. Dirge's art shows weeks before with her gorgeous homemade dress.

Blanche. Beautiful Blanche. The girl who makes the all-black look work and who rises above the reputation of the rest of her classmates.

It would be lovely to have Blanche as a partner, Strawna mused to herself. Blanche's eye for fabric would give me ideas I've never considered before. Blanche's sewing skills could come in handy if my sewing starts to slip. Blanche could be the one to model the dress as it gets presented...

But then doubts began to creep in. Someone like Blanche must be working with someone already, Strawna thought. Or if not, there must be a line of people wanting to ask her.

"I'm not concerned about the project," Blanche stated to her friends. "Ladies don't chase."

"Yeah, but ladies do get assigned to loser jocks who make them do all the work if they don't pick someone by the deadline," Duzer argued back.

"It's really not that bad, Blanche," Cleo agreed. "If it comes down to it, you can always bully someone into working with you like Duzer did."

"You say that like it's a bad thing-."

Blanche dismissed both of her friends with a wave. "If you girls wish to embarrass yourselves you can. Someone will be along any minute to ask me."

If Strawna really was going to ask Blanche to partner with her it needed to be soon; the deadline for picking someone was the end of the day. Why am I hesitating, Strawna questioned herself, trying to get back into her earlier positive mindset. Working with Blanche would be a good thing!

The internal pep talk was enough to get her to stand up and take a step away from her table and towards Blanche's.

The next steps didn't come as easily. Strawna already walked slow, but the emotions she was feeling - the excitement about talking to Blanche, the nervousness about what might happen if she did, the concern about the project itself - only exasperated her usual pace. Getting one foot in front of the other was all she could do, and she hoped she wasn't drawing attention to herself.

Blanche spotted movement out of the corner of her eye and glanced towards it. She didn't recognize the student coming towards her nor was she sure how to take the stare she was getting.

She looked back at her friends to gauge their reactions. It was what she expected them to be, unease from Cleo and suspicion from Duzer.

Once again glancing at the student coming towards her, Blanche noted that she didn't really seem like a threat. She then noticed a familiar piece of paper in her hands and decided to take a third view of the situation, curiosity.

Strawna finally reached Blanche's table. She tilted her pupils down at Blanche so she knew she was there to see her specifically, but before she could say anything-

"Can I help you?" Blanche asked with her usual Southern charm.

The way she spoke was music to Strawna's ears. It would have stopped her in her tracks if she was moving and could have made her cry if there weren't so many other things on her mind. To hear such a familiar way of talking from anyone at this school was delightful enough, but from Blanche?

That, and the way Blanche was looking at her expectantly with those soft, dark eyes, got Strawna to tear open her mouth and say something.

"Do you wanna work with me on the assignment?"

Blanche crinkled her nose in mild disappointment. It's presumptuous to just ask, she thought, certainly someone who sounds like that would know.

Strawna noticed this reaction and fortunately already knew how to correct her mistake.

"Oh! My manners!" She held out her hand. "I'm Strawna. I'm in Mr. Tutnor's class."

That's better, Blanche thought as she relaxed her face and took Strawna's hand, not to shake it but to pull herself up so she could make proper eye contact. "Blanche. Pleasure."

"Pleasure indeed." Strawna tilted her pupils back up to match Blanche's eye line and let her hand linger under Blanche's for just a moment more. A wave of relief washed over her.

"I was thinkin'," she then continued, pulling her hand away from Blanche's and flipping over the instruction sheet to show her sketches on the back, "we could sew something together for the project?"

She let Blanche pluck the paper out of her hands to look over. "I remember seein' you during the art show, and that dress you made was real pretty." Strawna subconsciously ran a finger over one of her wrist stitches. "I can sew too, so maybe you an' I can make a dress together? You wouldn't even have to use your own materials if you don't wanna, I have some of my own-."

Blanche was too focused on the sketches to respond. From the way the drawings were laid out she could tell Strawna was telling the truth about knowing how to sew, so she likely wouldn't have to do all the work if she agreed to the partnership. But the designs were so basic, just some pleat dresses with plaids and polka dots for patterns.

She peered at Strawna to judge her reaction to the silence. She was still staring at her, but with no malice behind her eyes. It seemed to give off more than just a polite patience, too, something more friendly. Whatever it was, it perked Blanche's interest.

"These dresses aren't quite my style," she at last replied, handing the sheet back to Strawna, "so we would need to use one of my designs for the project."

Strawna was surprised Blanche agreed so quickly. She couldn't think of a reply, so she just nodded in agreement and started folding up the paper to hide away in her pocket. But her nerves suddenly returned and made her hands fumble, so she crumpled it into her pocket instead.

Blanche covered her mouth to hide her chuckle. That was kind of cute, she thought.

"I guess we can let our teachers know that we're workin' on the project together," Strawna said, composing herself again. "Do you wanna meet after school to pick a design?"

"No," Blanche disagreed, titling her head thoughtfully. "I'll have to get my sketchbooks first. I'll bring them to school tomorrow, and we can meet up in the afternoon."

"Okay, I can bring some of my fabric with me tomorrow too. I'll see you then."

With that Strawna turned to start her slow walk back to her own table, her mood and pace increased. Blanche agreed, she cheered internally. She's spending time with me, for a whole month! Her face felt hot from the excitement.

Blanche watched her leave for a few seconds, then sat back down and looked towards her friends, a slight grin on her face. "I told you someone would ask me first."

She got an annoyed "humph" from Duzer and a confused look from Cleo.

"Don't you keep a sketchbook in your locker?" Cleo asked. "You don't need to wait."

"Why, do you think I'm desperate?" Blanche asked back, placing her hand on her chest. "Desperation is beneath me. Ladies leaving them wanting more."

That, and she kept all her best designs at home.

[dandelion-bride]

Sorrel for durgetash? 👉👈

From this ask list (I like, I want more prompts.)

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The Son of Bhaal is halfway through his first and only glass, but ah, it is a strong one tonight. Enver picked it himself from the walls of a devil's throne room, an unnecessary but fruitful side path on their expedition. Visiting the House of Hope was a proof of concept; the real prize, the Banite insists, was in Mephistopheles' vaults.

Leave it to the son of a cobbler to find a set of armor and steal only the boots from it. A small, spiteful cut. The first of a thousand that Dirge will one day visit on the Cambion, he thinks. Revenge for his mentor as well as a exotic offering to his Father.

The younger man reaches for the bottle, curious of the details of what his ally has poured him.

"Exeltis Ice Wine," Enver pronounces. He is closer, and he pushes the bottle towards open hands. There is dust on the shoulders of the bottle, and the Banite's lip curls in amusement. "I see he's lacking good help."

"We'll kill him after," Dirge assures him. He reaches out to lead the bottle towards him. Their fingers touch briefly, curved around unyielding glass. Warm, and soft, and only for a moment - only an accident. If only the butterflies in the killer's stomach understood the same.

After they take the Crown, the bhaalspawn promises himself. He's almost sure. Enver doesn't pull back, even when they brush against each other without meaning to. His ally trusts him, and he will trust his ally with the truth, then.

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Water makes the walls creak.

"You told me I should build this," Enver says, stepping along the edge of the room. His hand touches the bulwark at times, as if his sensitive fingers can perceive any flaw or failure in the steel holding the Chionthar's depths from consuming them.

Fennec looks up from the sharpening stone. "Did I tell you why?" He thinks he would have.

"To spite the failure in your ranks?" The shine of pale light on teeth gives those butterflies a shake. "Oh yes. 'Sarevok be damned, make something glorious out of his ruins,' were your words."

It pleases Fennec. He glances down at his work again. The blade has been polished to a shine, the edge thin and sharp enough to cut off a finger before feeling a hint of pain.

"You did," he acknowledges. He stands, and closes the gap. He offers the cruelly shaped instrument's handle to his betrothed. "Keep doing it."

Enver takes the blade, and his thumb presses against the back of Fennec's hand. There is no flutter in his belly, but a warm sensation that melts up his arm and into his heart.

He has been, Fennec admits silently with a smile. From the ruins of their plans, something glorious rises. And this time, nothing - not once-Father, not jealous sister, not any God or Devil in the Realms - will stop them.

[lullaebies]

Helaegon prompt: Helaena decides to visit Aegon after his Rook's Rest injury

I have been sitting on this one all day excited to write it!! hopefully this will work out well for the prompt <3 -

He returned burnt and broken, they say.

She has gotten used to the whispers, hearing them while the maids cleaned the room around her, coming and going between their duties, from the one dusting the choked room or the one who parted the nasty knots on her unkempt silver tresses. They know she no longer has quite the will to fight, and perhaps it’s because now she knows that no effort will give her back her strength.

The spiraling images in her mind are predetermined abstractness; the kind she knows not how to wield. Poppies bloomed by Aegon in her mind, their petals burying him whole; she told him as much, but that was years prior, and then she only knew how to annoy him, and even now, she doesn’t know how to explain.

How dare she have not known, how to warn her children? To warn her brother? She didn’t know. She doesn’t know how to.

It eats and eats and carves her whole. If she knew, she would have screamed and shouted until the blood in their family’s bodies would curdle in such a way it could never spill.

Her legs feel shaky as she leaves the bed. It feels as if it has been days since she stood upright. Perhaps it has been. She doesn’t know, once more; and perhaps what’s worse is that she is not sure if she wants to.  But while Jaehaerys’s remains have been burnt away from this world, her brother’s body burned and withstood.

It is a moment of contemplation, in front of her door. Aegon only slept and ate, ate and slept. Vegetative at best, she heard one of the guards say, but alive. Has he survived against the dreams, she asks herself; if there is only a chance he rebelled against them, that would be air to lungs. Please, rebel as you always did.

She sees plagues of swords and spikes and stampedes of men, but she casts them away as she steps out of her room.

Helaena walks like a ghost over to Aegon’s secured quarters; only in her shift, the kingsguard posted at the door cannot even look her way; she saves herself the pondering of if it’s due to respect, pity, or disgust. Ser Thorne speaks up before she reaches out to the handle. “The King is deep in his sleep, my Queen..”

Helaena doesn’t bother looking at him. “That is for the better.”

When she enters the room, she walks over to the bed in soundless steps, only the door shutting behind her making a noise. She only wished for proof of sight, but when the sight is apparent to her eyes, she only wishes to cry some more.

By the gods’ will, Aegon is breathing as he slept. He breathes raggedly and in pain, but breathes. But his whole left arm is of scorched flesh and some of the scarrings reached beyond his neck, hinting at his face. His shoulder almost infectious in looks, he reminds her of Father, rotting out on his bed.

She sits on the bed, the crickets’ dirge already being sung around her. Why must all rot around her this way? Why can she not find a way to wits and sense? If only she could understand the future’s will as much as she could see it, they would never live this nightmare. Her words of vague visions are curses; if she could sew her mouth shut, no one would ever be hurt, and no one would ask her to choose.

It’s when her tears fall against the bed, when the mattress creaks with deep, that she sees a twitch in his hands.

Looking at him, she sees open, violet eyes, hazy but watching. He blinks, and groans, and coughs, and his whole body writhes in pain. But his mouth cracks open, dry as it is. “Hel?” he rebels against his body, and pays the price, groaning even louder as pain washes over him.

Helaena bites her lips to not whimper. He still is here, despite it all. And if he goes against his body, if he goes against the stream as he always did, perhaps he could oppose the insistent Stranger, too.

And from the nightstand, Helaena takes a cup and pours in a swig of milk of poppy, before bringing it to his mouth. She knows she is a ghastly figure, no better than the Stranger himself, but if only the gods will hear her this once, and let him oppose his predetermined fate himself.

Only a king can open a way for them all to follow. Aegon drinks it down as if it is air.

Drink, rest, and return, she prays in her head, by her own volition for once. Perhaps if she’ll repeat it enough, that will be true, instead.

[biff-adventurer]

FFXIVWrite 2024 Prompt #19: Taken

Despair hung over the camp. In the wake of a loss they were unable to prevent, the adventurers sat in brooding silence, staring into the fire. Ever was herself in the middle of accepting what had happened. It didn’t feel real. Everyone in the Waking Sands, dead. Bodies dragged to the caravan. People she had known, though only in passing, suddenly inanimate. The looks of fear and struggle frozen on their faces. She shuddered to think of it, and her heart hardened. It wasn’t real. It couldn’t be.

Eyrisunn idly poked a branch into the fire, prodding the wood at its base. Biff sat beside him, staring at his hands. Both their faces were hard. Beside her, Pudada was dabbing at her eyes, sobbing softly. She had been weeping the whole day. After what the sylph Noraxia had shown them, how could she not? S’dennmo, to Ever’s left, idly tuned her lyre.

“I close my eyes, tell us why must we suffer.” A song came rumbling low from Eyrisunn, who tossed his branch into the fire.

“Release your hands, for your will drags us under.” Biff joined his voice with the paladin’s, the two of them united in a solemn dirge.

Ever had heard the song once before, but she could not remember it. She glanced to S’dennmo, curious if the bard had anything to contribute, be it music or commentary, but S’dennmo paid no mind.

Our legs grow tired, tell us where must we wander? How can we carry on if redemption’s beyond us?

Pudada burst into tears once more. Ever could only pat the Lalafell’s back as gently as she could, hoping her feelings would come through. None of them were alone in this. And yet, she found nothing hopeful or helpful to say. Her mind was riddled with a dark confusion.

Now open your eyes while our plight is repeated. Still deaf to our cries, lost in hope we lie defeated.

S’dennmo set her lyre down and softly sighed. Then, she whispered to Ever, “It was written during the days Dalamud was sinking. Those times were hard. Someone wanted to capture the helplessness we were all feeling, and the song spread. But… Eventually, she answered.”

“Who?” asked Ever.

Our souls have been torn and our bodies forsaken. Bearing sins of the past, for our future is taken.

“There were people gathering to fight. Some of them said they could hear her. Though it was weak, her voice called out to them. People seem to have forgotten, like they’ve forgotten everything else. You remember, too, don’t you? What it was like during the Calamity?”

“Yes.” Ever sat up taller, looking at S’dennmo with fresh eyes. “It was dreadful. Everyone was living between hope and despair, love and grief.”

The Elezen glanced toward her melancholy companions. These individuals had been free back then, while she had been stuck in her metaphorical tower. They were confronted with the reality looming over them every single day. She remembered passing bards reciting the lyrics outside her window. Father had ordered all the curtains to be shut at all times, to block out the world. 

She wondered what the others had been doing back then. Pudada had not yet become an adventurer, but what about Eyrisunn? S’dennmo had placed herself and Biff at Carteneau, but the latter simply stated that she had been thinking of someone else. Ever suspected Biff’s memory had been playing tricks on him. But it was for that reason she marveled at his recollection of the song.

S’dennmo strummed her lyre, playing the accompaniment to the very tune sung by the men. Their voices died down, likely startled by the new addition to their cycling song of sorrow. Then came the bard’s golden voice, pouring into the night air, floating like campfire embers against a background of stars.

“To all of my children in whom Life flows abundant…” 

[theluckywizard]

Hey Lucky! i missed your first week but here's a prompt for week 2: For Rose & Bethany (in the rescue Hawke au maybe?), "I'm on fire, but I'm trying not to show it"

Heyyy Kia, Happy Friday! Not quite Fade Rescue AU, but definitely Hawke in Fade related. Have some angst! @dadrunkwriting

WC: 1047

CW: references to major character loss

Three weeks on the road, three weeks withdrawn, riding alone to the dirge of my thoughts, the insatiable hollowness inside me consuming the kindness of every gesture offered to me. But I’m still empty.

Skyhold holds a distant sort of comfort. The complications of Cullen are somewhere far behind me on the road, gathering together the remaining forces and marching them back across Orlais. My caravan moves at an intrepid pace. Everyone’s high on victory but one other. Varric feels it the way I do, but he won’t talk to me. I can feel his bitterness bearing into me when we ride. His unsympathetic glances laying on another layer of grief. Like it was somehow my fault.

And perhaps he’s right. 

Hawke would never be lost if he hadn’t joined us.

Hawke would still be here if he hadn’t loved me.

The joyful fanfare of our arrival matches the outcome at Adamant, but grates against my mood. I unload Juniper forcefully, angrily even, shooing away footmen who are only trying to be helpful for Maker’s sake. But I can’t break through the grief to be gracious.

Josephine meets us in the bailey and rather than jubilation, I’m met with anxiety, distress even.

“Inquisitor,” she greets me.

“Josie,” I reply tersely, wishing to be left alone long enough to bathe away the funk of the road and the salt of my tears and then dirty my cheeks again in the softness and solitude of my bed.

“I do not usually bother you with business as soon as you return, but– this cannot wait.”

“Can’t wait?” I ask, more aggravated than I intend. It’s not her fault, after all.

“It is– well. Delicate. And urgent. There is someone here and I have not told her yet– not officially, but I think she knows because the talk has circulated and I think you should be the one to talk with her.”

I forgot.

I knew she was en route.

That it would take a month or more to arrive from her tucked away corner of the Marches.

“Bethany,” I say softly with a nod.

“Yes. When the bell sounded I summoned her to my office,” says Josephine. I’m not sure what she knew of Hawke and I, but she’s surely heard all the rumors. She’s surely aware that we had some manner of intimate relationship. “I am sorry, Rose. But she should hear the news from the leader of the Inquisition.”

The walk into the keep feels too long and too short. I parse through what I’ll say. And how can I know the right thing when I haven’t the first inkling of what she knows? But perhaps whatever lay between Hawke and I matters little. 

I should give her the uncomplicated version

That he’d sacrificed himself to make our escape possible.

That he was a hero until the last moment.

That he gave everything to make the world right.

But I can’t do it with dry eyes.

Bethany Hawke sits placidly in one of Josephine’s chairs staring at the fire when I enter. She stands abruptly at the sound of the door and I’m struck by how little she looks like him. She is small and dark, with beautiful, saucer-like brown eyes that pierce through the orange firelight of Josephine’s office. Her dress is a simple deep plum kirtle and I gather that’s her staff leaning against the wall by the fireplace.

“Inquisitor,” she manages, her voice tense, aching.

The grief that I’ve snuffed into a bed of smoldering embers, flares up at this new fuel. I’m on fire and I’m trying not to show it.

“Serah Hawke,” I say, which feels strange given how much Hawke spoke of her.

“Could you perhaps confirm the rumors I’ve been hearing about my brother?”

“I’m sorry,” I whisper. “Your brother is–” My voice breaks, any scrap of fortitude I thought I could gather together crumbling. “He’s lost. Gone. I’m so sorry.” Bethany nods and then her eyes flick up to mine which are already tearful.

“Is he dead?” It’s a more pointed question.

“I don’t know,” I admit. She nods again. 

“He asked me to come. He said I’d be safe here. That you are doing good work for Ferelden. He didn’t want to come back to the Marches. He told me to join him here,” she says. “And I’m here… and… he’s not.”

It’s too much. I cover my mouth as if I could catch the sob that jumps out.

“I couldn’t stop him,” I choke. “He wouldn’t listen.” Bethany looks at me questioningly, her own eyes glossy as I lose all composure.

This is unprofessional.

“Once he gets an idea in his head, you could never talk him out of it,” she says softly, mournfully. Hearing her speak of him with such intimate knowledge feels like a strange salve on my aching heart. Bethany moves toward me, her steps tentative, but she takes my hands with such gentleness that I can’t help but meet her gaze. She presses her lips together in an expression of solidarity. 

“I’ve heard all about you, Inquisitor Violet,” she says, a knowing smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. “I feel like I know you already. He wrote about you in all his letters. I felt like I was on adventures with you two.” Of course I knew this, but the thought of it sparks a flutter of life into my heart. I sniff and wipe my eyes.

“I’ve only just returned– perhaps you’d like to come up to my quarters? I’d rather talk about what happened somewhere more comfortable,” I tell her. Tears streak over my freshly dried cheeks and I curse and wipe them again. Bethany folds me into her arms like a proper sister, squeezing me like squeezing hard enough might bring him back.

“Sorry. You looked like you needed it. I’ve needed it,” she says, releasing me.

There’s a softness about her, like an embrace personified. Like I could pour my soul into her and she’d hold with all the care in the world. And she may not look much like him, but in this I see him in her. I feel him.

And for a moment the gaping void feels softer around the edges, like it might not swallow me whole after all.

[flowers-of-io]

Tagged by @eri-223 several weeks ago, thank you!

list the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics, and see if there's a pattern.

——

“That’s what you do when you’re not in the Oubliette whining about tithes?” — Notes on the Remembered

Light filters through the massive rosette window on the far wall of the ballroom as thin, shimmering beams. — Brilliance, Brilliance

Light flickered on garlands and beaded ribbons hanging from the many railings and rafters in the Hangar. — Field Research

Ir Yût haunts the back left flanking tower, her gown flapping madly about her form as she flies in restless circles and the dirge threatens to send blood spurting from her earholes. — as grief is large among the grieving

Assertion of Resplendence —

Carved in golden radiance to endure forever —

A declaration of freedom —

— Dark Mirror

Alemyr walks through the Black Garden. — a chorale, a double-stop

The first time Toland hears them, creeping up on him on a cracked rock overlooking the Hellmouth, he wishes he would mistake it for wind. — when do ghosts have nightmares

The light in Savathûn's throne world is strangely diffused, one of the four suns having already dipped below the horizon and other two inching their way downwards. — latest Sav/Eris prompt

Savathûn laughed. — the witnessed and the tricked

“Who were you?” Nasya asks him once, her voice lavender-pale and scented like the dark between stars. — Provenience

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Apparently I like starting my fics by describing the play of light! I noticed it in some other works not listed here as well. There are only so many ways you can kick off a story, and I like starting with a visual snapshot to set the scene if I don’t have some cool dialogue in mind haha. I always have the “first sentence should hook the reader” rule in the forefront of my mind, but I’m not sure how well that comes across most of the time…

Tagging @xazz @wonderwafles @exhaling-dust @shalalalalaw and @imonthemoonitsmadeofcheese!

[destinyimage]

This Throne Room Encounter Reveals Your End-Times Assignment

Jesus waved His arm in the direction of a vast black hole in the place of the deep that was void of anything.

“These are the lost hopes and dreams of purposes unfulfilled,” Jesus said.

I intuitively knew that once lost, these moments of opportunities for all people who reject the Holy Spirit’s promptings—God’s direction—during their lifetime in the world, would remain in that black hole.

Yes, the Holy Spirit whispered, what you know is true.

But the dirge, Lord, is that for the lost souls who have rejected You like I did for so long, or are they for the lost hopes and dreams?

Both, answered the Holy Spirit, but the mourning sound is because I have grown weary from ages of crying for the lost. The mourning has faded into a soft lamentation for those who have no life in Me.

“The ones in hell?” I asked.

No answer followed, but I knew the answer just the same. Hope remained for those who lived in the world. No hope existed for those sealed in death apart from Christ.

“I desire that none shall perish,” Jesus said, “But I AM the only way here, none other.”

With that, He turned His head downward. In His eye I saw a tear swell, before falling onto the golden path. I felt strangely compelled to stoop to the ground and cup the soil containing Jesus’s tear. I did so and rubbed it between my palms, before touching it to my cheeks. I instantly felt the sorrow of my Lord to the depths of my soul. And I began to mourn in the same way I had heard the mourning cry of our Lord for the lost. It felt terrible beyond words.

“Feed My sheep,” Jesus said to me.

Did not Jesus say that to Peter in John 21:17? Now He was telling me this, even though I was in Heaven and I had no influence in the world at that time—or so I thought until the Holy Spirit corrected me. Suddenly I felt I should pray. I thought of Renee, Annie, and Ryan, and how confident I felt in my Lord’s ability to provide for them during the time I could not see them grow. Those thoughts did not sadden me, because I knew that God would give them all they needed. I was aware that my time in the world was the brief vapor that it seemed, and it gave them all God had required of me.

In life, I had prayed daily for my family and tried to model being a good father and husband. We had watched endless Christian videos together. I prayed for my children to receive Jesus as their Lord and Savior. We attended church and I taught them from the Bible. I prayed the so-called “Sinner’s Prayer” with both of my parents, so I knew they were destined for Heaven. I loved Renee and tried to provide the security she needed, and we had prayed such rich prayers together. I could do the same in Heaven. I knew in the span of the fullness of eternity in Heaven that I would see all of them in a few moments of time, from my eternal perspective.

God would assuredly heal Annie, and my children would have families of their own. I fell short too many times; but in Heaven, none of those shortcomings mattered. God filled in the blanks—He would do the same in the future. He always did. I could still pray for them and others in Heaven, and I knew that. God could catch me up on their lives, as well as their victories. I was confident of that, and I asked Jesus to send them messages every now and then as “postcards from Heaven,” as I later called them.

Fear was nonexistent in Heaven, because I finally and fully trusted Jesus. If only I had known these things in the world, how prosperous I could have been—but my fleshly brain would constantly remind me of my failures and my unworthiness.

“When you stop judging yourself, you will stop judging others,” Jesus said.

After those words, I could hear birds singing as I remembered them on a typical spring morning. I felt the wind blanket me with warmth and appreciated the revelation that I had judged myself on earth. I thought about how that truth would have served me well in world. Indeed, I had judged myself as a failure so often that self-condemnation fed off a need to judge others, as a demented form of psychological deflection.

But as a spirit now not judging myself, why would Jesus tell me this now?

“I’m here though, Jesus, so I’m not judging anyone, least of all me.”

“Not for long,” Jesus said, as He hugged me tightly and kissed me on the cheek.

“Not for long?”

“I am going to return you, beloved.”

“Oh Lord…” I hugged Him so tightly, never wanting to release.

I thought that if I held onto Jesus, He could not let me go. “I will never leave you,” He whispered into my ear.

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I knew that, but in the world it would be so hard to remember. “I know how hard it is in the world, beloved,” He said. “I lived there, but now you know, and what I am revealing to you will never leave you.”

Suddenly a butterfly rested upon my shoulder. It was bright blue, red, and yellow—colors that reflected with an iridescent glow. It shed sparkly gold dust from the underside of wings that were dotted with purple eyespots and that gently flapped. I immediately felt calm and confident. I also knew that everything and everyone in Heaven performed intentionally, so I understood that God intended something from the butterfly’s appearance.

“This butterfly represents My wisdom that will guide you in the world,” Jesus said.

As soon as Jesus explained the meaning of the butterfly, I instantly knew that I needed to remain still so the butterfly would not fly away.

And so it is with wisdom, said the Holy Spirit, be still and…

“Know that I am God,” said Jesus as He finished the Holy Spirit’s sentence. I remembered the Bible verse: “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth” (Psalm 46:10 NIV).

Knowing that Jesus would return me to the world, I wanted to know the God-decreed plans for my return—a blueprint of sorts. As always, Jesus knew my thoughts and responded accordingly:

“Moment by moment I will direct your steps,” said Jesus. “If I were to reveal your purpose in full, you would not remain dependent on Me.”

Thus, I had learned the lesson of the butterfly—to get still, listen to the voice of wisdom (the Holy Spirit) telling me what to do, and to look for the opportunities to serve my Lord in the moments of life rather than worry about the grandiose scheme of achievement. Just after my revelation, the butterfly gently flapped its wings and flew into the blue sky, leaving its beauty imprinted within my soul.

But what about the latter part of Psalm 46:10? God is indeed exalted among the nations, but few people acknowledge Him as such.

“The nations, Lord—You were exalted in the world, but so many thought that You were not God,” I said.

“I AM,” He responded.

Later, I would correlate what Jesus had said with this verse: “Jesus answered them: ‘I solely declare it: before Abraham came to be, I AM’” (see John 8:58). Indeed, that was the name God gave Himself when He first communicated with Moses (Exodus 3:14). Many people think of the Father as God and Jesus as the Son of God as an off-shoot of the Father. And many are confused about the Holy Spirit; but in Heaven, the Holy Spirit was and is as real and relatable as Jesus. As for the Father, I had not yet met the Father, or so I thought.

“I will take you there.” As usual, Jesus answered my thought. “But He has always been with Me and I with Him.”

And I with both, said the Holy Spirit.

In the world, this often presents a point of confusion, but with my spirit mind, I fully realized what Paul referred to as the mind of Christ, or the Christ mindset. I understood that the three Persons of God were not persons at all. Rather, they were facets of one another, with each being one side of a three-sided personhood. If that still seems confusing, then just remember that there is only one God (Deuteronomy 6:4).

Although we are made in His image, we are not of the same makeup as God. Like God, we are comprised of three parts: a spirit person (controlled by God), a physical person, and a soulful person who represents the sentient or feeling part of ourselves.

“In the world, you saw things in part,” said Jesus. “Now you see them in full. Now I will show you the Father.”

With that, Jesus and I flew high above the ground, with Jesus’s hand placed in the small of my back. I beheld what must have been billions of people, and a vastness greater than the sum of all galaxies. A “whoosh” sounded as we flew through orbs made of light. Angels flew through the second orb to what I presumed was the world below. A third orb beamed with the intensity of many suns, but it did not blind me because I could feel Jesus’s presence shielding my eyes. He did this not with His hands but with His omnipotent Glory. Then I realized that the near-blinding light of God was indeed His utmost Glory. Bedazzled by it all, I didn’t realize that we had settled upon a pavement of darkly glowing blue stones. Everything was blurred up to this point, except for where I now stood with Jesus.

I’m taking over from here, said the Holy Spirit.

I could still sense Jesus’s presence, but not His figure.

Look up, said the Holy Spirit.

I witnessed a crystalline waterfall through which I could faintly see an altar and a towering, curved structure that was made of ruby red and opaque brownish stones. A crystal blue table stood at the center of an elevated stage of grey stone with flecks of mica interlaced with intense blue layers. A rainbow served as a halo behind this altar and extended to what existed below.

Living waters poured like a waterfall from the light that engulfed Jesus, but those waters did not soak anything they touched. They had another effect that I could not understand, but I sensed them as the source of life. Jesus reached His arms outward to form a cross with His body while He stood behind the stone altar. It was then that I noticed that waters flowed from His hands, which ushered forth the waterfall that I saw.

Those waters “gelled together” as an incline that curved back and spread out to form a glass-like seat that surrounded what appeared to be a mountain-sized melding of clear emerald gems, against an airy blue background. Walls of multicolored stones with the heartbeat of life reached thousands of feet into the air—as far as I could see.

To me, it seemed as if a portal or an open window existed at the base of the massive formation. Sitting atop this structure was a giant figure the size of a four-story building. His white hair flowed through the wind that was breathed from the Holy Spirit. I felt I was part of that wind since the Holy Spirit blew that wind through me and everyone within this sacred place. The brilliance shining upon this figure prevented me from seeing His features, if He had features. His white, flowing hair could have been the tendrils of the blinding white light that was brighter than the sun, but they appeared as strands of flowing clouds. His eyes blazed with flames that erupted like a volcano.

The figure blended in appearance with Jesus, though Jesus’s eyes were constantly fixed on me. The larger and semi-distinct figure evoked an awe in me that bordered on fear as He declared words or sounds in a foreign tongue, with the utmost authority. In the strangest way, I considered Him to be THE WORD, the authoritative Word of all things. Until then, I had never in my life considered that the Word was a Person.

Within that instant, all of Heaven became beyond silent to an intense nothingness. A quiet that was thunderous. An absolute stillness of motion and sound settled after the Almighty’s declaration—the calm before the Storm. And all of Heaven waited.

My feelings changed from comfort to pure and absolute awe. Somehow, I understood that nothing would ever be the same again.

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[nicorfyrweorm]

I saw this post by @fantasiawandering and went "oooh!", so I guess I've been tagged.

How many works do you have on AO3?

108, which is... far more than I thought it'd be, now that I actually check.

What's your total AO3 word count?

680,841. That's... well, according to what I've looked up, that's about 8.5 novels, so... whoa...

What fandoms do you write for?

Doctor Who, Transformers (G1 and some Beast Wars) and Jujutsu Kaisen. I've also briefly forayed into Batman, Final Fantasy VII, One Piece, Dinosaur King and Zombies, Run!

You don't want to know how many unposted fandoms I'm in, trust me.

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

The first five installments of my Doctor Who S05 AU, After the Time War.

The premise goes as follows:

In one universe, the Doctor regenerated after sending Gallifrey into the Time War, and the Master along with it. In this one, the Doctor didn't regenerate... And the Master didn't get stuck in the Time War. ... Amy Pond still has to deal with a crazy alien, though. Or the one where the Doctor dies and the Master has to figure out who he is without the noise in his head or a friend by his side.

Each fic covers an 'episode' of Season 05, except for the first one, which covers the last part of The End of Time.

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Most of the time. I would love to say always, but I sometimes leave the comments sitting for one reason or another, and by the time I get to it... Well, it doesn't feel right answering after who knows how many months it's been, though I'm trying to fix that.

What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I hesitate to name anything from the After the Time War series, because even the angstiest one has something that tells you it'll get better. Maybe some first parts of two-parters were angsty, but I wouldn't call them the angstiest. There's a few Transformers prompt fics that have dark or sad endings too, but again, not that angsty in my opinion.

I'll have to go with an oldie, surprised as I am to admit it. Somewhere Only We Know, a Transformers one-shot set in the far far future of the G1 iteration, exploring Starscream's fate after Cybertron's death.

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I have a few, but I'll have to go with, ironically enough, Lost Innocence. Despite the title, it's the most wholesome. It's a Final Fantasy VII post-Dirge of Cerberus 'slice of life' oneshot focused on the Turks and AVALANCHE.

Do you get hate on fics?

I don't remember ever getting any. Perhaps a few unkind/too blunt comments, but not hate, and definitely not on Ao3.

Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Nope. I do have some romantic pairings and relationships, but I tend to 'fade to black' if things seem like they are going to turn down that road, so people can take it whatever way they please.

Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I have some between related fandoms, like Doctor Who and its spin-offs or different iterations of the Transformers franchise, but they could hardly be considered crossovers. The one that is not and which is the craziest by premise alone is City of Nightmares. It's a Batman/Miraculous Ladybug crossover of sorts, a oneshot that combines both worlds.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don't think I have. Could be, but if so, I'm not aware of it.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Someone asked me for it once, on a different platform, but I'm not sure it ever came to be.

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No, though I've tried some co-writing in real life and it's hard.

What's your all-time favorite ship?

Season 7 Amy and Rory, from Doctor Who, could be one. Asmodeus and Fizzarolli, from Helluva Boss, are another one. And I can't come up with any others right now :P

What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Big projects like After the Time War, in which I change something about a story (characters, premise, lore...) and then rewrite the story around that. I'll probably never do something as big as I'm currently doing, but I experimented with different ways of doing that in Devils' Fruit, a One Piece premise-change that covers up to the Time Skip, so I'll have to see if I could do something similar with those unfinished WIPs.

What are your writing strengths?

The ability to let the characters steal the show. I may have a plan about how a chapter/fic will go, but when I start writing, the characters say or do unexpected things and I follow them to its conclusion, even if it completely ignores my original plans. It can be a headache, but I like the results. They feel more 'organic'.

What are your writing weaknesses?

Discipline, or rather lack thereof. I write when I feel like it, but I have a bajillion fics at the same time, and when a new idea pops into my head, I have to try really hard not to allow it to take over. Usually, I do that by outlining it and then letting it go, which takes some time but nowhere as much as it would've otherwise.

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I don't usually do it, because I don't want to botcher it, but when I must... I know a few languages, so I'm comfortable if it's in those languages. When it isn't, I try to avoid it, taking a "they started spouting gibberish" approach. And when I absolutely cannot avoid it, I tend to turn to online translators and be open to corrections.

First fandom you wrote for?

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles, though it was very briefly and on a different site. The first 'serious' fandom was the Transformers franchise, with a brief foray into the Bay-verse and a more permanent one with the Generation 1 cartoons.

Favorite fic you've ever written?

Am I the only one that thinks that's a low blow? How can I choose? I guess I could say one of the newer ones, because I'm more experienced with life and writing and whatnot, but my first ones were the ones that gave me that boost to post, even if they're rough.

It's not on Ao3 because it's an old fic (2014-2018) and I would like to polish it a bit before posting it there, so it remains on FF.net exclusively. It's called Half the Truth, and it's a Transformers G1 fic about Spike figuring out some truths of Cybertronian culture and the fallout of those. It was the first fic that made me think hard about things, instead of it being just a story.

[kudosmyhero]

Transformers: Robots in Disguise (Phase 02) #8: Combiner Wars pt. 1 - Dinobot Hunt

Read Date: October 08, 2022 Cover Date: August 2012 ● Writer: John Barber ● Art: Andrew Griffith ● Colorist: Josh Perez ◦ Joana Lafuente ● Letterer: Shawn Lee ● Editor: Carlos Guzman ●

Synopsis: Just as the Dinobots make their return to Cybertron, the Autobots detect a signal coming from deep within the unexplored wilderness that now covers most of their planet. Knowing that most of the Autobots are unsettled by him following his return from death and his talk of a vision of the future, Ironhide volunteers to investigate the signal, believing it may have been sent by the Aerialbots, and recruits the Dinobots, equally as ostracized for their refusal to give up their Earth-borne dinosaur modes, to join him. The team are flown out over the wilderness by Sky Lynx, but before long, some form of interference begins to play havoc with his guidance system, and Ironhide orders him to safely return to the city while he and the Dinobots air-drop to the surface and continue on foot. Unfortunately, they drop straight into the lair of a mutated turbofox, and although the Dinobots are able to destroy it with brutal swiftness, the discovery of Silverbolt's wing among the detritus indicates that the team are on the right track to discovering what became of their former comrades. Ironhide advocates finding a place to set up camp for the night, much to Slag's consternation; Swoop, in turn, is amused to hear the two grizzled warriors trash-talking one another.

Back in Iacon, Starscream and Metalhawk have begun pushing for free elections, with Bumblebee resisting out of private concern that Starscream will win. Surprisingly, however, Prowl voices his support for the idea, and when Bumblebee questions him, Prowl encourages him to provide for the voters a counterpoint to Metalhawk and Starscream's romantic spin on the history of the war. Megatron was no freedom fighter, no hero—Bumblebee was a hero, and Prowl believes that if they hold elections, Bumblebee will honestly win.

At the Decepticon pen in Iacon, Swindle approaches Shockwave to talk, though the cyclopean Decepticon has no interest in hearing him, claiming he is content not to interfere in current events. Refusing to believe him, Swindle brings out Dirge, who relates everything that he has seen and heard Prowl do, explaining that he is on the run from the Autobots and wants Shockwave's help. When Shockwave asks what he wants him to do, Swindle grins and dubs that the real question.

Back out in the wilderness, Ironhide and the Dinobots' explorations have turned up signs of a battle that indicate the combatants were not simply wild animals. Ironhide suspects with some concern that Megatron may yet live, hidden in the wilds, prompting Slag to mock him for his new, reserved attitude. By way of explanation, Ironhide details his premonition for the Dinobots, and surprisingly, this placates Slag, who understands the idea of putting your faith in something intangible: after all, he explains, he didn't join the Dinobots out of rationality. Discussion of Ironhide's vision continues as they cobble a shelter together to spend the night in, with Sludge asking if the Autobots will win in the future. Ironhide reluctantly admits that in his vision, the Autobots have spread to all the corners of the galaxy: expansion, the same goal Nova Prime saw for their race. And if that's the case, is that really a victory? Unsettled by the talk, Ironhide is unable to fall asleep as night sets in, and as such, when noises begin outside, he is first into action. The unseen enemy has made short work of half the Dinobots: Snarl's apparently-dead body is hurled at Ironhide from behind, and as he struggles to get his bearings, he stumbles across Sludge's decapitated beast mode head. Bellowing challenges into the darkness, Ironhide is unprepared for the next attack…

…as Slag and Swoop run him through from either side!

(https://tfwiki.net/wiki/Dinobot_Hunt_(IDW))

Fan Art: Ironhide by Diovega

Accompanying Podcast: ● Married with Comics: Rod Pod - episode 09

[runnersdirge]

1: What does their bedroom look like?

Bathed in luminescent glow, the building’s interior looked much the same as it had on entry: run down. Unpatched holes and the raindrops given prior entry had left their mark upon walls and floor alike, decorating a shabby living space with patchwork stains. Were it not for the discarded soda cans and crumpled wrappers of varied junk foods, it would hard to tell if anyone occupied the living space at all, and the truth of the matter was that no one did. Legally. Divided by loft and a precariously unsteady decline of stairs, black-painted metal chipped and dented, the one-time studio apartment had certainly seen better days. 

It is in the loft, it’s suspended foundation spanning half the room below, that Dirge has declared her place of rest. It’s furniture is simple; a couch, a coffee table, a large queen-size bed with dark sheets. Several cables entwine, running this way and that to connect several screens above to the half-dozen on the lower level. Stacked on bedside table are a handful of novels barely touched, alongside an alarm clock with shattered glass screen. At the furthest point, a glass window with double sliding doors allows access to a slim balcony that hovers over the bustling streets below.

Thanks for the ask, anon! Apologies for the delayed reply.

[tarklesbehindthescenes]

A quiet dump truck and a blue conehead

Pairing: Long Haul/Dirge

Continuity: G1

Prompt: Bad Weather

AO3

An absolute wringer of a thunderstorm was throwing its wrath at everything in its path. Which would have been fine if it hadn’t been for the fact that Long Haul had been out for recreational purposes at the time it started, and was now racing through the wind, rain, and mud as fast as his tires would allow him to get back to base. Unfortunately, the ocean was much too choppy by the time the Constructicon reached it. There was no way he’d be able to traverse the waves and currents in this state. He heaved a frustrated and long-suffering sigh and began looking around for any nearby places he could take shelter in. Luckily, there was one. And surprisingly, it was already occupied by a lone, deep blue conehead.

Long Haul transformed and jogged over to the shelter, gaining the occupant’s attention. “Hey, make room!” the Constructicon demanded, shouting to be heard over the sounds of the storm.

Dirge didn’t appear to be in need of any further ‘coaxing’. He promptly shifted to allow Long Haul in without any trouble.

As soon as he was in, the dump truck examined himself for any signs of wear. Sure, Earth didn’t have the type of acid rain that Cybertron had, but he’d learned that Earth still had it, so he could never be too sure and didn’t trust the falling liquid. “Wind too strong for you?” he asked as he checked himself.

He received a low grunt in response and the conehead turned his gaze back to the storm raging away.

“I bet this torrential downpour and lightning is really putting a damper on Megatron’s plans for today. He must be throwing a fit down there,” Long Haul continued, shaking himself off a bit before getting comfy.

“Then I’m glad I’m up here, where I don’t have to worry about it,” Dirge rumbled.

“I didn’t want to do anything with that plan anyway. We all know it’s a stupid idea.” The dump truck was normally the quiet one of his brethren, he would readily admit. But as he had started being in Dirge’s company more and more these past couple years, he’d discovered the blue conehead was a great listener and—even better—knew how to keep his mouth shut, too. So he was the perfect mech to vent to about all the slag Long Haul had to take from the rest of the Decepticon army.

“Like we can even tell him that,” Dirge grumbled. “But you know he’ll just tell us to do the plan a couple days from now when everything’s dried up.”

“Ugh… Don’t remind me…” Long Haul heaved another sigh and let some silence hang for a moment before he spoke up again. “So what were you doing up here when the storm hit?”

“Getting in some flying. Stretching my wings,” the conehead replied, turning his head to look at the Constructicon. “It gets stuffy down there. What about you?”

“Pretty much the same thing. Getting away from the other Constructicons and going for a spin. Something that doesn’t involve lugging around slag for everyone. Actually, while I was out, I decided to pester the humans for a bit.”

Dirge looked inquisitive. “And the Protectobots didn’t catch you?”

Long Haul smirked underneath his mask. “Nope! See, what I did was: I stayed in my alt mode the whole time, and I went to sections of the city where there’s construction, waited for the coast to be clear, and then I used an arm to mess with the traffic cones before pulling off to the side to sit and watch the mayhem! It was hysterical watching the humans try to work their way through the mess I made! And nobody ever caught me.”

The conehead smirked and snickered a bit. “Stupid fleshbags.”

“Me and the guys turned this into a game. If we ever go out together, we like to see who can come up with the funniest set up to make the humans go through.”

“You should invite me along next time. I’d pay to see that.”

“Well normally I would charge, but since we’re friends, I’ll give you a discounted price of nothin’,” Long Haul compromised with a grin to his tone. “Be grateful.”

“I’ll bring my videocamera,” Dirge stated.

The Constructicon nodded and glanced out at the storm. It was still in full swing and wasn’t showing any signs of letting up. That was fine, he supposed. It meant that he had more time to talk with Dirge and get to know him a little better. “You’ve got a videocamera? So you like making movies?”

Evidently this was the right question, because it got Dirge talking enthusiastically about his newfound hobby. Who knew the conehead liked to do creative things in his spare time? Long Haul sure didn’t.